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Had a weird dream yesterday; I dreamed I was lying on the sofa sleeping & I heard the baby cry- I tried to get up but suddenly felt like there was this demonic presence above me & I couldn't move. Then my side started hurting and I tried to lift my arm up but I couldn't.
I was scared to open my eyes and look to see if there was something there--
& then I woke up.
weird
CHOCOLATE..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cake
I'm getting a little depressed over this crap that's going on with my family .........
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| Could someone please explain to me why people are so ridiculous sometimes?
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| First signs.....Evan started signing today. As in sign language. I've been signing to him for about 4 months now--today he suddenly figured out what it means. I was feeding him & suddenly he just stopped like he was thinking & then made the sign for 'eat' OMG it was so cute & I went crazy clapping & making a huge deal out of it. lol he was so happy about it.
& um..... It's funny, now I'm in affiliate advertising I have several of those moments every day where I realize that what I am seeing is much more complex than it seems to be...as in , people are making money out of it. Like I work at Burger King & we hand out coupons for amusement parks like Universal Studios & Knott's... didn't really think about it before but now I know that burger king gets paid every time someone goes to the amusement park with one of those coupons...funny. Then I am always noticing little subtle messages in commercials that are just plain SNEAKY. I'm not going to get into that though because it is fascinating & I would bore you with all the details......suffice it to say that advertisers use the subconscious mind to trick people into feeling good. and I'm talking about stuff you do NOT notice at all. like some seemingly random words or letters in the background...something like that.
oOoOoOoOo scary huh
we are all at the mercy of the media.
except me because I know the truth hahaha
_______me
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| The guy said I was a dancer, OK?So....
Being deeply immersed into some of those profound thoughts that I always have (yeah, because you all know how profound I am.) ; I recalled an experience I had ohhh, probably about a couple of years ago; & thought I would share it...
My youth group was visiting a neighboring church one night because there was a special guest speaker who was visiting there & was going to be praying with everyone & all that fun stuff. You know what I mean. *wink wink*
ok enough of that. So we went over there. I don't remember the guy's name but he gave a message and then started ministering i.e. praying for everyone individually.
I was kind of skeptical. I don't remember exactly what I was going through, I just remember being kind of fed up with SOMETHING at that point in life, & was needing some kind of real, tangible evidence that God was getting me through. I bet you all know what I mean. I just needed something very clear. A sign.
So I went up there and stood there waiting. My turn came. The guy came over , stood in front of me. Put his hand on my forehead. Yep, same routine as always. He started into it, I don't know what he said, it was just a general blessing. Not what I wanted. So then I guess he was feeling like I was done, & he gave a little push on my forehead so I would fall down like everyone always does.
But I just wasn't having it. I had asked God for a sign. I didn't want to fall down. I didn't feel anything at all. So I refused to fall down. I was thinking, there's nothing happening here. This isn't God...
But then, & even now 2 years later I feel like crying as I write this; he said:::::::::::::::: 'Oh, my goodness. The Lord's telling me that you are a DANCER!!' & started laughing and going on about this like he was so amazed by it. That I was His dancer! That I just loved to dance for him, and when I danced everyone saw God through me. That it made Him so happy when he saw me dancing for Him.
Gee now I am crying really. See how strong this was for me? This guy had never seen me dance. No one came up and whispered it into his ear that I am a dancer. He couldn't have known. I don't know if anyone remembers, but I was a HARD CORE dancer. I LOVE to dance. I took dance lessons even. I was ALWAYS up there at youth group whipping around with flags & ribbons.
Do you get how I felt at that moment?
This is the single, most important thing in my memory that has ever, ever happened in my life. It proved to me without a doubt that God is REAL!!! Yeah, sorry. I know, I was supposed to have faith all along. I did though. I had faith, but there was always that tiiiiny piece of my mind that wasn't sure whether all this was just a story. Don't tell me you never felt that way. I'm sure we all either feel that way, or felt that way until something like this happened that proved it, without a doubt.
Anyway that is IT.
Could you really ask for anything more anyway? 
carrie
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| The guy said I was a dancer, OK?What the HAY? there is something wrong with the editor because it posted my post 3 times O_o
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